Billie Eilish SOO Nervous To Host SNL

19 year old, Billie Eilish described the week of rehearsals for Saturday Night Live as “F***ing nuts.” She said she cried every single day of the week and got so nervous she threw up.

She said, “I did actually love to act when I was a kid, but that’s not my world, so I don’t know what the f*** I’m doing. I feel like I’m terrible, I feel like I suck.”

To her, the “craziest part” of her week was Wednesday’s table read with the entire cast. She said, “I was just scared. It’s SNL. It’s these amazing, talented actors surrounding a table where somehow I’m the main course for this show I didn’t feel qualified for it.”

The seven-time Grammy winner admitted that she was actually “petrified” of what people would think, until she started to step on stage and head the crowd applauding. She shared her thoughts in an interview with Howard Stern.